that's what made her start walking further
allong down the pool, I don't know, cause I was just staring
at her crotch. As she walked away I watched
for a little bit as her bikini bottoms wrinkled just a
little bit up her ass crack. Then all of a sudden that
wonderful feeling I know today as an orgasm came and went.
Well, I guess it wasn't quite as strong a
feeling, I don't even remember any sperm or anything
spurting out, so I guess it was just an early sexual
experience. Anyways, that was the day, I changed. I now knew
that a womans' body was the best thing
made for man. And ever since then the female body has been
my temple of worship.
Ok, that was the start. The next couple years didn't stand
out too much to me, they just went by. But when
I was 14, I remember my first real orgasm with some semen
and sperm to have to do something with. Right
after I turned 14, I started looking at the closest woman,
well girl body, to me: my sisters'. I never really
thought about my sister as one of my adored female bodies of
worship, but she was just starting to mature,
and I started seeing her in a new light. She was almost 2
years younger than me, so she was allready 12. I
was at home, trying to do some math homework. I heard my
sister come up the stairs to go to her room,
and as she walked by my door, I called out to her.
"Hey, sis!" "What, hurry up I want to watch TV."
She walked into my room, and she had just a plain blue
shirt, and red shorts on. Nothing spectacular, but it
somehow had an effect on my dick. It might have just been
because I was laying on my stomach on my bed
so it was pushed down on the bed, but when she walked in I
started getting hard. I couldn't believe this,
and I kinda was stumped.
This is my sister, this is my penis, it's getting hard after
she appeared, hmmmmm what does this mean? I like
her? no, she's my sister. She's sexy? Well yeah, but just a
girl starting to mature. I couldn't figure it out just
then, it took me lots of years just to come up with an
adequate sort of explanation, but back to the room.
My dick was getting hard, but I was laying on my stomach so
it didn't matter, so I went ahead and asked
her;
"I don't understand what they want to know for this
question. You proabably don't know, but since you're
here, do you want to see if you do know?"
"Yeah, suuuuurree, I'm 2 years younger than you and you
expect me to know math from your grade? I'll
look, but I won't understand any of it."
She walked to the bed, and I started getting scared that I'd
have to move and get up. But I didn't end up
having to, luckily. Cause when she got near the bed I handed
her my mathbook, and looked up from my
bed. I didn't see anything, but I could see up a little bit
under her shorts. It was intoxicating seeing some
parts of her legs up high, and even though I couldn't see
any panty, the imagination was enuff. My dick was
as hard as it could be, and almost was hurting from laying
on it now. She just dropped the book back
down, and said
"I have no idea. Ask mom or dad."
And then she walked out of the room. I turned over right
then and pulled the front of my pants down and
jerked off. After a couple minutes, I tensed and shot a
couple spurts of sperm onto my shirt. I got up and
took the shirt off and then heard my sister say
"Mom is downstairs and calling for you."
I just went numb, all I could think off is that my dick was
just sticking out there in plain view of my sister.
But as I looked down I was happy to see I had pulled my pant
front up after I had the orgasm. After
thinking about it now, though, I've fantasized about many
different events which could've happened at that
time, but nothing else happened. She told me about mom
calling, and then left. I just crumpled up the shirt
and put it in the dirty clothes pile and then went and asked
my mom about the homework problem. And
that was the start of my masturbation career.
For the next 5 or 6 years I think I masturbated atleast once
a day, and on a few I would try to set records
on how many times I could do it in one day and I'd allways
try to beat my last record. It seems like the
masturbation has gotten better with every day. And
practically every time, my sister was in my mind
receiving pleasure from it. At times I felt guilty that I
wasn't going out on dates and stuff, and just
masturbating away thinking about my sister. Of course I did
think about the Playboy models, and Sports
Illustrated women, and movie stars, but my sister was
allways on my mind. At school, my friends would
talk about their girlfriends and what they have been doing,
but I just tried to not have to tell anything. So I
just continued on my masturbation schedule, and just tried
to fit in with my friends.
And it never became a problem. Girls at school were mad at
me cause I never asked any out on dates, and
when they asked me out, I ussually just came up with an
excuse and talked my way out of having to go out
with anyone. I figured, I can make myself happy with my own
hand, why worry about having to talk and
say the right stuff to someone else, and worry about them
too. I was happy, they were mad because I
didn't do anything with them, but they'd just move on and be
someonelses girlfriend anyways.
I usually slept in the nude once I turned 17 or so, cause it
felt better than wearing something to bed, and it
made it easier to play with my dick. What made it crazily
fun for me was I started to do it so much, I
started doing it just to see if I could masturbate and keep
from getting caught. Many times, I'd have my
sister almost catch me, cause she seemed to not talk until
she could see the person she was talking to. I'm
not sure if she ever caught me jerkin away, I've never
asked. My parents always called out before they
ever reached any visual range, so I know they never caught
me.
What started to be even more fun, was when I started trying
to let my sister catch views of me. I'm not
even sure if she's seen anything. When I heard that she was
coming down the stairs in the morning, to wake
me up, or use my computer or watch my TV or something, I
would act like I was asleep, and ruffle the
sheets over me a bit to try to barely reveal my dick.
Sometimes it was hard, and laying back on my
stomach or to the side, but usually it was just not quite
hard so it would be swayed to a side. But I would
move the sheets just a little to maybe have it in sight. I
would just lay there fantasizing about her seeing it,
and just grabing it and sucking away, or striping and
jumping on the bed without warning. I would just lay
there with my eyes just barely shut, hoping she'd see
something and like it. Nothing has ever happened, and
I don't know if she ever has seen it. I guess I need to make
it a little more viewable. But after she'd leave
the room, I knew it was an instant jerk off and away I would
go pounding.
I'm starting to wonder what the fuck is wrong with me now,
cause now all I can do is get pictures off of
newsgroups, and WWW pages, or buy CD's, and buy some XXX
movies. And all I do is pound away,
eventually having to clean-up the jism I spurt out. I feel
real guilty because I don't know why. I don't know
if it's because I'm jerking off and not having sex. (ohh,
now I'm 23 years old and still a virgin). or what. But,
I sure like masturbating. I love getting my dick hard and
trying to keep it hard for as long as I can. I still do
it almost once daily. And sometimes I like going a couple
days without doing it, because it makes the next
time unbelievably better.
What drives me crazy is everyone I know around me, wonders
why I have no girlfriend and don't do more
things socially. I have no good explanation, but I have my
personal reasons set in my mind. I don't really
like talking to people. I like being alone. If I had a
girlfriend, I'd have to worry about her, her feelings,
everything is just too hard once you bring in another person
into the picture. I like it alone. Now I do have a
feeling that if I ever do insert my dick into an actual
woman, my mind will probably change and I'll be mad I
havn't been having sex w/ a woman all this time. But, I
don't mind it right now. I look at all the problems
with relationships in the world and just think, well, my
hand isn't a pain to get allong with at all, and it
doesn't talk back to me, or require money, or entertainment.
Whenever I want sex, I just find a good spot,
and jerk away, and it doesn't care what I look like, or what
I say to it.
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